INTRODUCTION Its going to be a long night.

Well the world of online blogging ... what can I say? Not for the tired or short tempered...obviously , but I am determined to have something eternal to look back on at the end of this mega pile of crap that's been served up to me to cope with, just when I thought life was going to get a little calmer.... the cosmic joker points down and laughs at me once more. But blog I shall, along with screaming, crying, shouting, swearing and hating everyone and everything that is going to make me want to just give up over the next few months! But as I keep telling myself, 'just be more Grandma'! She'd definitely be kicking this cancers arse and having a whale of a time flirting with every consultant while she did. So, whilst I wait for my 'champion cock sucker 2025 award' I have a lot of work to do.

Over the next couple of days and 4-5 blog entries I will attempt to bring you up to date to where I am now. ( The first week of November) Now is :- just about to go to Addenbrookes and start actual 'Cancer' treatments up until now, its all just been leading to this point, and yes its taken nearly 4 months from that first GP appointment back in July, and I'm not even half way through yet. Its been a ride!